Friday, July 16, 2004
hi..it hs been a while ever since i wrote my blog cos i was too busy with my sch work, training, proj.. end up when i reach home i am already half dead no strength to write n think of wat to write..
today is our IS day but we went to library to do our research for one of the IS as we had to do a prensentation next week n my grp topic is The Holocaust in the World War two(WISP)..sounds bored rite.. yea.. but no choice.. luckily we saw vinc n he help us with ous research..must say that he is gd when searching for information in the library..hehe..
did our fitness test..i was quite disappointed with my own 2.4 timing cos i used to get A grade for my running section but now it has deprove so much so much..haiz..had our tryout too for the individual parts n dance..i was so nervous..obviously more nervous then the previous tryout.. i was already so tired cos my both thight are aching like mad but i am pushing myself to do it..rem always go over ur limits..that wat i keeping telling myself..
came home alone..so cold in the bus.. n did my tut when i got home..i was so sad when my dad told me sth aft my bathe.. he told me that tml my mum n sis are gg shopping.. but she nv tel me.. n when i ask my sis she told me that "mummy say u cant make it tml cos u have training aft that" but please lor.. she nv even ask me n she shld noe that my training r onli on tue, thurs n sat wat.. i was so super upset.. y is she always leaving me out in watever she do.. made me feel so..unwanted..(sorry but this is the best way to describe my feeling now..) i cried. feel like talking it out but.. nvm don wish to elborate on it any further.. n who would wake up in the nite at 12.52am to listen to me..
i am sad so sad.. anyway congrats to all junior on ur result n gd luck to my batch n myself..hope that all of us past with flying colours..
so many dateline to meet for my sch work..
1)my IBS sales scenario report due on wed (21/7)
2)Dpm assessment 1 n 2 due on thurs (22/7)
3)Wisp reading up by sun so that i can discuss (18/7)
4)plus my homework
That is all for next week due dates.. more to come.. i ensure u.. be prepared..
nite everyone.. give me energy to carry on...
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